useless weapons are disposed of

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citrinitas_668 Jul 30, 2009 21:28

Howard Mason, was it? If you see this, I would like to request a meeting with you. There are several things I want to ask you.

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work work work, pull yourself together citrine, contemplative citrine is contemplative, denial is a river in egypt, forming attachments is stupid, a bit of inner citrine, not so much a bioweapon today, wtf is this shit, graham is loud but it's quiet now, howardo maaaasoooon, useless weapons are disposed of, how did this happen, duck

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citrinitas_668 Jun 17, 2009 21:14

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event: power plot, white fang is srs bsns, female types are still superior, just a little loss, look at my shiny shotgun, not so much a bioweapon today, citrine is not amused, wtf is this shit, urtv powers, what do you mean no nanomachines, useless weapons are disposed of, dy 7.62mm shell

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citrinitas_668 May 31, 2009 23:12

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almost a year now, denial is a river in egypt, tomoe you suck, a bit of inner citrine, just a little loss, y so conflicted, useless weapons are disposed of, duck, white fang is not so srs bsns today

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citrinitas_668 May 03, 2009 06:46

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work work work, contemplative citrine is contemplative, status report, white fang is srs bsns, tomoe you suck, not so mellow yellow, citrine is not amused, wtf is this shit, what about my duty..., useless weapons are disposed of, tomoe is not part of white fang

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citrinitas_668 Feb 22, 2009 15:28

...Hm.

what about my duty..., contemplative citrine is contemplative, denial is a river in egypt, useless weapons are disposed of, not so mellow yellow

I guess it did not help that I was attacked twice on the same wound. Catching me off-guard like that while I'm crippled anyway. I really do hate this place.

I might as well just sit here and be miserable until it heals. It isn't as if anything mattered here.On an unrelated note, Soma returned. I'm sure quite a few people are happy about that ( Read more... )

no purpose, fail fail fail, citrine is not amused, gd it, stabbity stab stab, what about my duty, leg amputation it is, purg sucks, jobless citrine is jobless, depressing shit is depressing, ow my leg, she still likes pointy things, niggles?, soma bff, daaaaddy, graham is loud but it's quiet now, useless weapons are disposed of, want to be alive and go home

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citrinitas_668 Jul 03, 2008 12:14

Father... why are you going away? Why won't you turn around and look at me? ...Are you abandoning me because I failed you? Don't leave me here by myself... Don't go away... I can still fulfill my duty here! I will kill him, I will make you proud! I can do it, please... give me another chance. Don't throw me away... please... don't...abandon me... I ( Read more... )

abandonment issues just like alby, this is inner citrine, my purpose = my reason for existence, daaaaddy?, daddy i'll be a good girl, still not a big girl after all, please another chance, citrine is not sane right now, please don't throw me away, daaaaddy, useless weapons are disposed of, please you can still use me, event: ff3, manor of sleep

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